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Family Portraits

by Samuel G. Parkison

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1.
Mom & Dad 03:53
He grew up in the Dot He was not enough For my mother’s dad initially He had to get respect And at times he felt Like it was a fight to the death He packed up everything After his wedding And drove straight to California For a couple days They rationed everything Survived on pancake mix and water The youngest of seven The baby girl of Franklin My grandpa was a navy man He served in World War II He broke his nose a few times He worked to the bones for his kids Addiction in their veins The Brinkleys drank and drank My mother was no exception Then Jesus came and saved her Now she’s the Christian sister And she has a big family of her own I never herd my dad Resent where he was at He never complained of his station He lost a couple jobs His business partner robbed him He just rolled up his sleeves and got to work My mother taught for home She felt we had to know How to think from a Christian worldview I learned to love to read The Bible and coffee With my mom in the kitchen in the mornings I still see my mom read The Scriptures in the morning This time it’s on Sunday for our services She’s can’t stop mothering Every week she brings A box of treats for his grandkids And her heart it breaks When she sees her babies ache With suffering and hardship She’s always felt the sting Of other people’s pain And her tears they are beautiful to me My father’s hair is white And his smiles bright He’s starting to get that grandpa charm He comes with me to church His faith is sturdier Now with my son in his arms I will pass on down That old ancient crown Of hard work to my sons It’s a family relic My siblings and I have it And my boys will know I got it from my dad
2.
He’s lately on my mind And when I think of him I could cry It’s not pity, it’s not grief It’s just heavy You see my brother is a soldier He was one long before he enlisted And he’s still one working construction Always fighting But sometimes I wonder if those demons That he fights are his own reflection He’s always been one to self-destruct I wonder if he knows how much he’s loved My other brother can’t stay put He’s African, he’s Forrest Gump He has to feel his body pushed To the brink Recently a divorcee He’s broken into pieces And he simply wants to see his kids A bit more And he’s clinging on to promises Like, “See, I am making all things new” He’s seeing sins he did not see before So deep in grief, he’s tasting grace anew My sister’s been so sad Digging wounds up from the past That have grown infected with The pass of time For years she saw me at my worst I’d shout her down and I would curse Belittle her with every word I spoke Now she thinks she’s got what she deserves: A life with happiness eluding her I want to interrupt the feedback loop With words of love: “You’re made for so much more!” I don’t know How to say this But my heart breaks When I think Of all the things we’ve left unsaid They’ll possibly be left there till we’re dead My baby sister’s always been Hungry for affection Yet she’s got the love of everyone She meets She’s braver than she realizes She’s faced her demons and she faces Them every single time That she wakes And I hope that she remembers Her identity is firmly fixed above And that the good life is one of holiness With joy that’s deeper than a kiss My little brother’s in college He’s disciplined and now he’s ripped But lately he is anxious About the future He’s quietly bright He’s creative and he’s wise But he still wants the approval of His brothers I hope he finds some rest in knowing Christ the greatest treasure he could find That’s why his pastor brother asks about Church and books and what is on his mind I don’t know How to say this But my heart breaks When I think Of all the things we’ve left unsaid I don't want to leave them till we’re dead
3.
Jonah 05:35
Son, oh my son, I know you’ll grow tired of hearing it But I enjoy your very existence. I love you so much. Son, oh my son, you have my face and my nature That same bended posture of the heart I’ll show you the one who can make straight Watch as I cling to this all great Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world Son, oh my son, watch as I pray for favor Watch as I praise while I suffer and know God is near Son, oh my son, I can’t tell you your vocation But I can tell you why you’re breathing, your purpose is clear I’ll show you the song that the day sings I’ll teach you the tune that the night rings “Glory to God!” my boy, your heart was made for this Son, oh my son, I will show you your Father By being a much smaller version of Him And when I fall, I won’t make excuses at all I’ll show you a fountain of grace by binging on it Follow me down this path that is well-worn It’s cold but it leads to a new morn Confession is death but it brings life after it Son, oh my son, look at your beautiful mother She’ll tell you I’m not her Savior (but I want to look like Him) Son, oh my son, watch as I tell her I love her See how I confess to her when I’m wrong I’ll show you her scars I have given She gave me her heart and I broke it We brought it to Christ, he bound it up, now we speak of grace Son, oh my son, watch as I feast on this bread Watch as I drink from this cup, this body and blood is all I have Son, oh my son, watch as I pour over this book See that hungry, greedy look that’s in my eye I’m desperate to find my Jesus And Jonah, if you’ll believe it He stands and he speaks to me from every Spirit-writ page There’s magic in this world, son, don’t be fooled It’s deeper than your eyes can behold Glory is seeping from every pore of everything
4.
Henry 05:29
I’m watching you pretend to read, I am so proud Your mother and I love to talk about What kind of man you’ll grow to be Will you paint? Will you sing? Will you write poetry? You can’t stay still when we’re reading the Bible But you say “Amen” when we’re done praying Your brother runs around when we’re singing hymns But you are spellbound by all kinds of music Not even two, already sinning It’s clear you are Adam’s progeny But I pray for you, my sweet Henry, That the Second Adam would claim you graciously I intend to neglect none Of your deep feelings, your firey passion I will teach you not to despise Your neediness, my Jesus can meet it I will show you what you were made for I will train you up to fear the Lord I will teach you how to fight dragons And how to confess sins, and how to forgive them I will show you strength and honor Begins on your knees: allegiance to the King My son—Henry My boy, my joy, my Henry
5.
Shannon 06:05
In this house there is room for me and my sons Like the corner with my desk and shelves full of books Where my boys crawl on my guitar case No single use for any single space Every room unselfishly yields To everyone who needs to feel warm In our kitchen is our table where we feast Some foods finds our bellies and some our feet Every meal a liturgy Cook, pray, eat, make a mess, clean, repeat Every meal a liturgy Cook, pray, eat, make a mess, clean, repeat In our house there is five mirrors They serve us as our educators They’re graced smiles and shaving cream Slobber, laughter, and sometimes screams But never more beautiful Than when reflecting my bride back at her In her morning grog and pre-sleep routine In her untamed glory and groomed beauty Blessed are you, bathroom mirror When her image you are graced to bear Thusly are you converted From ordinary to the sacred This small house speaks the name of my bride She has room for me and my boys inside She feeds our bellies she leads our meal liturgies And her face beautifies utility
6.
Church 06:07
I have felt the warm embrace of God Through the arms of my brothers Extensions of his love I have seen mothers and fathers lament Over loss of unborn infants While lifting holy hands I have heard the voice of the living God Calling out through humble sermons I have heard the sound of heaven In the songs of saints in holy worship I have felt the weight of the burden of death I have wept and shouldered up The heavy hearts of my friends I have wept more with bursting tears of joy As my friends have been surprised By the kindness of our Lord I have been snatched from the hot licks of hell And I have the scars to prove it my wife knows it well Many times I’ve come to the precipice of death But the kindness of my Lord brought me low to repent Knit us together in love Seal us forever above There is one body, one Spirit, one Lord One Father, one adoption A family of daughters and sons of God Purchased by holy blood I have seen miracles with my own two eyes I have seen so many pass over From death to life I have seen a glimpse of our great homeland With bread on my lips And wine in my hand Arm in arm we march onward to the promised land Making it our business to get each other in And though our foe death waits on the banks of our country It has been defanged by Christ, he has stolen its sting Knit us together in love Seal us forever above There is one body, one Spirit, one Lord One Father, one adoption A family of daughters and sons of God Purchased by holy blood

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released April 8, 2019

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